Sigh. Today was a bit of a roller coaster. Josh went to urgent care, for his throat. I guess he is fine but.. idk. He told me don't worry, be happy. So how it worked, maybe it was the fact that that song was stuck in my head. Since he had mentioned it, I put on my "be happy" shirt. I was just about to dress the bottom half of my body when I get a text saying he is being held hostage at home, in case he has strep. So I stopped right there and put my pajama pants back on, took off my shirt, and put a different one on. Anyway, then he tells me that he talked to his "step mom", and he could come over as long as we didn't kiss. Oh my you have no idea how hard that was. There were a few moments that would have been absolutely (almost) perfect for a simple kiss on the lips, but instead had to be ruined by the awkwardness of exchanging kisses on the cheek. Example number one: I bought him that ring on his finger. One time when he came over he was wearing a ring, and I realized it was one of those that spins. Somehow I ended up with it one my finger, and there it stayed, so I call it mine now. Well one day when I was in Dightmans bible store, and I saw that type ring. Ever since I told myself I would buy it for him, and today I finally did. Then we went over to Ross. See, I told him I was gonna buy him 4 things, a hat, a shirt, a wallet, and a surprise (which was the ring). So first thing we look for is a wallet, couldn't find any. Then we looked at shirts, and he found ONE he liked. And earlier when we were looking for the wallets I found a bag I liked, so he said he would buy it for me. So we went up to pay and guess what I find, wallets! Haha, I found one that was exactly what he wanted. :) I felt so accomplished. Anyway, so we paid and then went outside and started walking to K&G, but I wanted to sit down and switch his stuff into his new wallet and have him put his new shirt on, so we did that. After we looked around in K&G we headed to Subway. That was the second unhappy person we had to deal with. :/ Well anyway, we still had 15 minutes or so that our bus transfer was good, so we went to the bus stop. Of course Josh couldn't wait to eat the whole way home, poor thing didn't have a chance to eat all day, but he was a good boy. ;) Mmm. Chicken Bacon Ranch, minus the ranch. I hadn't had Subway in so long, I forgot how good it was. There was a moment on the couch there that was a kiss moment, but nooo. Lol, he is so cute, he was like 'this isn't fair'. I have to agree, but I don't wanna get sick. Been there, done that. Ah! Omg, I am so excited.. (most likely) I get to spend part of the weekend with Josh, at his mom's! This is exciting for two, wait three reasons. One: no EIGHT days of not seeing him. Two: I've never been to his mom's. And three: his mom is AMAZING. :) Really, she is so sweet. I've mainly only talked to her on the phone, but I love her. Hehe. She loves me too. :) Today I talked to her, and she said she loved my pictures, and that she looks at them all the time. I felt so special. Ah! And another thing, I received a postcard from Denise today. :) She wished my happy birthday and said she would see me when she got home. That really meant alot to me too, so much that I framed it. Plus it had a pretty picture, and its one of those clear, see both sides, magnetic, stick together, rectangular, stand on it's own frames. I don't know how else to explain it. I'm just in my silly, weird, happy in my own little way, state of mind. Ok, well I'm running out of things to say so.. that's it for today. Thank you for reading. :)
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Happiness.
Sigh. Today was a bit of a roller coaster. Josh went to urgent care, for his throat. I guess he is fine but.. idk. He told me don't worry, be happy. So how it worked, maybe it was the fact that that song was stuck in my head. Since he had mentioned it, I put on my "be happy" shirt. I was just about to dress the bottom half of my body when I get a text saying he is being held hostage at home, in case he has strep. So I stopped right there and put my pajama pants back on, took off my shirt, and put a different one on. Anyway, then he tells me that he talked to his "step mom", and he could come over as long as we didn't kiss. Oh my you have no idea how hard that was. There were a few moments that would have been absolutely (almost) perfect for a simple kiss on the lips, but instead had to be ruined by the awkwardness of exchanging kisses on the cheek. Example number one: I bought him that ring on his finger. One time when he came over he was wearing a ring, and I realized it was one of those that spins. Somehow I ended up with it one my finger, and there it stayed, so I call it mine now. Well one day when I was in Dightmans bible store, and I saw that type ring. Ever since I told myself I would buy it for him, and today I finally did. Then we went over to Ross. See, I told him I was gonna buy him 4 things, a hat, a shirt, a wallet, and a surprise (which was the ring). So first thing we look for is a wallet, couldn't find any. Then we looked at shirts, and he found ONE he liked. And earlier when we were looking for the wallets I found a bag I liked, so he said he would buy it for me. So we went up to pay and guess what I find, wallets! Haha, I found one that was exactly what he wanted. :) I felt so accomplished. Anyway, so we paid and then went outside and started walking to K&G, but I wanted to sit down and switch his stuff into his new wallet and have him put his new shirt on, so we did that. After we looked around in K&G we headed to Subway. That was the second unhappy person we had to deal with. :/ Well anyway, we still had 15 minutes or so that our bus transfer was good, so we went to the bus stop. Of course Josh couldn't wait to eat the whole way home, poor thing didn't have a chance to eat all day, but he was a good boy. ;) Mmm. Chicken Bacon Ranch, minus the ranch. I hadn't had Subway in so long, I forgot how good it was. There was a moment on the couch there that was a kiss moment, but nooo. Lol, he is so cute, he was like 'this isn't fair'. I have to agree, but I don't wanna get sick. Been there, done that. Ah! Omg, I am so excited.. (most likely) I get to spend part of the weekend with Josh, at his mom's! This is exciting for two, wait three reasons. One: no EIGHT days of not seeing him. Two: I've never been to his mom's. And three: his mom is AMAZING. :) Really, she is so sweet. I've mainly only talked to her on the phone, but I love her. Hehe. She loves me too. :) Today I talked to her, and she said she loved my pictures, and that she looks at them all the time. I felt so special. Ah! And another thing, I received a postcard from Denise today. :) She wished my happy birthday and said she would see me when she got home. That really meant alot to me too, so much that I framed it. Plus it had a pretty picture, and its one of those clear, see both sides, magnetic, stick together, rectangular, stand on it's own frames. I don't know how else to explain it. I'm just in my silly, weird, happy in my own little way, state of mind. Ok, well I'm running out of things to say so.. that's it for today. Thank you for reading. :)
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OMG... that's a lot to read. In my head I was reading it really fast like your words were all stringing together. Anyway, here's my blog and now I'm following yours. I'm copying your idea btw so I might have another blog to show you. Have a good night lovely and tell Pookie I hope he is doing better :)
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