Complications.

This morning Josh texted me saying that they are going camping from Thursday until Sunday, and ask me if I want to go. Of course I want to go, but my friend Alex's birthday party is Friday. I know I could make something up, but I don't want her to get hurt feelings. I'm sure which ever I choose I'll have fun, but for some reason I can't decide. Josh has been talking about me going camping or boating or whatever with his mom, all summer. And Alex invited me, when I invited her to mine. I know it'd only be right to go to her party since she came to mine, but at the same time.. I feel like I won't have a chance to go camping with Josh and his mom again, for a very long while. Hmph. I was so excited when Josh's mom said I could spend part of the weekend with them, and now I feel like no matter which I choose, I'm letting someone down. :( I guess it will be up to my parents, and whether they would let me go anyway. Sigh.

Today I spent the majority of the day with my grandma and two cousins, as seen above. There isn't much else to say about that. We had pizza for lunch, then went to this one park (where this picture is taken). After that we went to Jack in the Box and got milkshakes, and then we went to this huge antique store. Haha, on the way home my grandma kept saying I didn't get to go home. Luckily I did. Josh came over, and I asked my parents if I could go camping with him. My mom said it was fine with her if it was ok with my dad. My dad pretty much said bye, see ya when you get back. Haha. (I do feel bad about missing my friends party, but my parents put it in a way that made me feel better about it. I don't know how to explain.) I don't know why I don't like asking them (mostly my dad) to do things.. they are almost always cool with it. Anyway I don't know what else to say besides I accidentally kissed Josh today. Lol, I went straight to the bathroom and washed my lips. It was funny, one of those "you had to be there" moments. Gah! I can't wait to be able to kiss him again, without worrying if I'm gonna get sick. Aaaah! This weekend is going to be so much fun. :D I'll make sure to take pictures, and I won't forget to take my 365s. (Sadly you'll have to wait to see them.) Bye for now!